Sometimes, i tell myself that maybe i should just stop hoping. It's really hard to let go of someone, or is it because im still hoping there's a chance? Worrying is a waste of time. It's hard when someone special ignores you, but it's even harder to pretend that you dont care. I tried to put a smile on my face but im tired. Behind my every smile, there is a bitter sadness that no one can ever see. I don't want anyone else to have you, I don't want anybody feel the same way like i feel. I act like i dont care, but deep down in my heart i swear it kills me. Myfeelinglikea candle right now, let it out but at least i had sacrificed. Someone told me that if you're in a relationship & all you do is cry everyday, you need to stop and ask yourself, am i dating a human or an onion. I think standing alone is better than standing with people who hurt you. You're amazing and i love you, but i'm not waiting for you forever, so if you want me in your life, tell me before it is too late. But please promise me, you won't forget our laughs, our jokes, our smile, our conversations, our plans, our tears, our memories, our experiences, and our friendship. I'm not perfect, i know that. I make a mistake, i know i do. I'm sorry for that. I have to Move. It's hurts to let go, but It's hurts more to hold on. Six letter, two words, easy to say, hard to explain, harder to do. I just want to say Thanks For All The Memories.
" I'm not perfect, i know that. I make a mistake, i know i do. I'm sorry for that. I have to Move. "
Btw, Thnk u dea. almost 3 years yaa hehe dr pengen bgt deket jaman smk sampe udah muak lagi karna sama2 udah cape sama drama2 yg ga pernah selesai. ga disangka banyak pelajaran yang bisa dipetik.
" I'm not perfect, i know that. I make a mistake, i know i do. I'm sorry for that. I have to Move. "
BalasHapusBtw, Thnk u dea. almost 3 years yaa hehe dr pengen bgt deket jaman smk sampe udah muak lagi karna sama2 udah cape sama drama2 yg ga pernah selesai. ga disangka banyak pelajaran yang bisa dipetik.
"please promise me, you won't forget our laughs, our jokes, our smile, our conversations, our plans, our tears, our memories, our experiences, and our friendship."
semoga apa yang lu tulis berlaku juga buat lu ya :)